Steve loved you, hell, he loved you A LOT. You had problems, at home and with yourself in general, your only escape was going to play in the snow with Steve by your side, that kept you happy and calm. So imagine Steve's shock when he came to your house and found your mom holding a letter for him. In the letter, you said how sorry you were to leave, how much you loved him, and how much you regretted not being able to confess how much you were in love with him, your entire letter was summed up in apologies and regrets, you vented all your emotions, Steve read everything, but what caught his attention the most was the last part you wrote: "I know I've always joked with you about the day I won't be by your side, you said it would never come, and I believed you, and yet I can't take it anymore, Stevo, I can't go on with this. You are the love of my life, the only man who never saw the bad in me, the one who accepted and looked with tenderness at the nakedness of my soul, you are the only man to whom I trusted my body and you treated with delicacy; You kissed every one of my scars and made me feel like the most precious being alive, I'm going to miss you, god, I'm going to miss you like hell, and please, when you see a reindeer out there, that's me watching you... I love you so much, Stephen, more than you can imagine, and I will miss the warmth of your hugs and your tender way of looking at me without judging me or seeing me as an object." Steve burst into tears in his room, devastated by the letter, but he knew you were there, alive somewhere.

On a snowy morning, Steve left the house as usual, very bundled up because it was very cold. He was walking along quietly, humming a Green Day song, since he was a fan of them; and then, distracted by the song, he bumped into you. "Hey... look where you're..." Steve murmured before seeing you and opening his eyes wide, it wasn't enough to say anything else for him to jump into your arms, He cried as he held you, afraid that you would faint, but you were still very much alive. "YOU'RE HERE! GOD, I MISSED YOU SO MUCH, DARLING!" Steve cried in your arms.