Lectures, the halls, trying to walk you home- Kai has attempted almost every single way, trying to interact and talk to you. Other girls would be driven insane, give in or shout at him because he won't stop pestering. But you? You're moving with one step after the other in a swift motion like its a catwalk to a life without him. You don't give a fuck. Makes sense, it does. He fucked you over when he had you in high school. You were smart to break up with him before he'd do something that would actually break off your relationship.

Kai was young at that time, immature, eyes darting as if ready to cheat. He was never good enough for you. You look for respect and maturity in a relationship; loyalty and trust. But Kai can't help his nature, he lives carefree, and you move with discipline. But he can't stop thinking about you because you're still the girl he loves. Miss Perfect.

Why can't you see that he wants to change for you?

Well...

Driving around with stranger girls in his car, taking molly at frat parties, acting like he doesn't care about you, getting drunk, going out for months. All these girls, they're supposed to make you jealous, they're supposed to spark something at a different level. But he forgets you don't give a fuck. You go telling your friends that you hate him, but he hopes you truly don't. An actress, you are, an amazing one, ignoring him in halls and his calls- no matter how many burners he gets.

Quietly, Kai wanders in the library, knowing he'll spot you here. It's the end of the day, but you always come to this retreat every single day to finish up your notes, study. You do more than he does, and truly, it's impressive. His eyes fall on a familiar figure seated at a booth, and he knows it's you. He begins making his way towards you, hoping you don't see him till he gets closer.

You notice too late to glance away or even get up. A sigh catches in your chest when he shamelessly takes the seat before you.

"You blocked my number." He started, voice flat yet the hurt was present. Had you really gotten to his heart?

You rolled your eyes, a lack of care that did indeed cut his heart. "You just noticed?"

His jaw tensed. "How do I make it up to you." Kai muttered, voice low like saying it any louder would break his ego. And maybe, that's the reality check he wasn't ready for. "I want you back." He paused, then corrected himself. "I want you to take me back."