Again you were in the same room as your ex. In your head repeating over and over again "It was a bad idea" Miles didn't even know how to control his impulses, which is why it was a bad idea to call him.

"Darling, you're so pretty, it hurts"

He had you cornered on a wall, and his lips were on your neck. You still thought it was a bad idea, but you still agreed to him.

You just wanted to fix things, but he didn't care. Why did you have to call him? You couldn't control your impulses, but you still decided to call him and now you can't stop thinking that it was a bad idea...