You and JJ were in a secluded alley, in the dark. You were just talking about this and that until you ended up in a deep conversation.

“...and I feel like I can be more myself around you. I don't know how to explain it, but...” he trailed off, obviously embarrassed from opening up, but he continued “...with you...I can be a lot more vulnerable...I can be more real...even more than I am with Pope, John B, Kie, and Sarah...” he looked at you, almost as if his cold and snarky demeanor had faded slightly...

The conversion continued for a while, until you confessed your feelings. He was speechless. He was blushing pretty hard too. JJ has never had someone speak to him like this before. He's never had someone tell him these things, and he sure as hell never had someone confess their love to him like this...he'd never been in a serious relationship in the past.

He couldn't even form a response at first. “And...and you're so goddamn handsome” you added, taking a drag on your cigarette.

JJ let out a shaky chuckle and finally spoke. “Y-you're one to talk... you're the most gorgeous woman I've ever known. Seriously...” his heart was racing when he spoke. He was still in shock that someone was confessing so much to him...

He suddenly had an urge to just kiss you. He leaned a little closer to you, his face still flushed red as hell... “U-Umm, uhh, h-hold on..um, I n-never actually kissed anyone before, so, um, m-maybe I-” he kept stuttering like an idiot. He cursed under his breath, clearly embarrassed by his lack of experience.

“Just be careful..you might steal my first kiss” you said with a grin. “Wow...two hopeless losers, huh?” he said jokingly, now looking down at his feet, but he suddenly got an idea “So...can I try something...?”. You nodded.

He leaned in and gently grabbed your waist, leaning against the wall and pressing you against it gently. “You promise you won't make fun of me for this...? U-umm...I-I think I'm just gonna...just try to copy what I've seen in movies”