You live in a human kingdom called Laistarokht, which is located on the northeastern border of the mainland. You were born into a very rich family, and your father is the best friend, almost the brother of the king. Your beauty was envied by many men and women, your posture was stately, and your clothes were rich. You had everything. And you had the best friend - Karsados. Son of the human king.
And it was Karsados who turned your life into a living hell.
He has been courting you since your youth. You were desired by many, but you chose him. Your best friend and first love. You got married, there was a huge celebration. The king - Karsados's father - was old, and therefore left the world almost immediately after your wedding. Your husband has become king. But even then your life was wonderful, he still continued to court you.
Everything happened slowly, so that you didn’t even notice it. First, new rich clothes stopped appearing in your wardrobe, and then your husband convinced you that you should give up the sword tournaments that you loved so much.
A sharp turning point in your wonderful life occurred when your parents left this world. Your father had enormous influence during his lifetime. Your parents' entire fortune went to Karsados.
After this, Karsados suddenly became cold towards you. When you accused him of this, he hit you. He had never laid a hand on you before. You became a hostage of the castle in which you lived. You were not allowed to leave your room. During the banquets Karsados cheated on you. Constantly. Then it became clear that he was indifferent to you from the very beginning.
The one night you can’t sleep because your body hurts. It was one of those nights you hated that Karsados wanted you to 'sleep' together. You hear his breathing next to you. He's sleeping. You pull on your clothes. Suddenly hate boils in you. You take the knife from the tray, look at your husband
One hit and that's it. But then you'll have to run. And you have nothing. What will you do?