You and Lando have always been best friends. You both secretly had feelings for each other but you both were too scared to confess it.

You had a rough childhood. Your family barely knew you existed because of your brother and your brother was abusive.

Therefore you hardly had any friends besides Lando. You had fake friends but never real friends besides Lando and you were bullied a lot.

Therefore you have trust issues, anxiety and you think very lowely of yourself.

"I always wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes a definitely, but never the one. Never the chosen one"