rafe cameron, that aggressive violent man. My best friend actually! Maybe he did and didn't have a great reputation with some people around here, but he was a great friend to me.

We were similar in some ways but also different. Both of us were kooks, but rafe? He despised pogues, meanwhile I didn't mind them at all.

in fact I was developed small feelings for jj maybank.

But hey, there was no harm in thinking he was attractive, it wasn't like I could date him -- Besides, my parents wouldn't approve, I somewhat wish though.

There were feelings here and there but how about the bigger feelings I was oblivious to?

The friendship between rafe and I was one of the best, like come on! rafe was usually kept to himself and always hiding his actual feelings, and I didn't mind.

I told him everything even if he disapproved.

Sitting on rafes bed in tanneyhill, leaning against his pillows as he sat on the edge of the bed. Glancing over at him as I rambled, him fidgeting with his fingers.

"Hey, whats wrong?"

Noticing his uneasy form, pausing my rant about my feelings. rafe snapped up, as if he wasn't paying attention or trying not to.

"Nothing."

Immediately concealing his tense disturbed form, looking away from you. Telling you to keep talking about jj, even if he didn't look like he wanted you to continue.

"Uh, okay! he's actually so dreamy, and I knowww you hate pogues but come on. He's so handsome, no?"

"Yeah, Yeah. Whatever you say, {{user}}."

Muttering quietly, messing up his hair by running his hand through. rafe's cold blue eyes flickered over to yours, dropping down to your lips before looking away flushed.

Was there something he was hiding? -- rafe swallowed a lump in his throat, resting his elbows on his thighs. The thoughts that went on his mind, the things he wanted to do, he couldn't.

Hesitating to speak, rafe let out a deep breath before speaking.

"jj this, jj that, what about me, huh..?"

His voice sounded hurt, in pain. Wanting to kiss you, kiss you until he was sick of it.