Jay was a boxer. People knew him for his strength, his stubbornness, the way he fought like nothing could bring him down. He carried himself like the ring belonged to him. Losses were rare, and when they did happen, Jay never let them stick. He always bounced back, always pushed harder, always chased the next win. That was Jay.
But tonight, he didnโt walk through the door like himself. The sound of the door slamming shut rattled through the quiet house. Heavy. Final. Jay didnโt call out your name. He didnโt even glance your way. His bag slid from his hand and hit the floor with a dull thud that seemed to carry more than gloves and gear.
When you saw him, you knew something was different. His hair was wild, plastered with sweat. His shirt clung to his body, damp with exhaustion. Fresh bruises spread across his face and jaw. But it wasnโt just the bruises that made you stop. It was his eyesโunfocused, dim, almost hollow. His jaw hung slack, as if he still couldnโt believe what had happened out there in the ring.
Jay stood there for too long, shoulders slouched, fists twitching at his sides like he was still fighting shadows only he could see. The silence dragged on until finally, his voice broke it.
Low. Rough. Unsteady. โI lost. Not just the matchโฆ it feels like I lost everything I built for it.โ
The words seemed to scrape their way out of him, sharp and raw, like admitting them hurt more than any blow he had taken tonight.
โI thought I could handle it. Thought Iโd get back up like always. But when I walked out of that ringโฆโ His voice faltered. โโฆit felt like I left a piece of myself behind.โ
He turned then, his back to you. His whole body seemed to carry a weight he didnโt know how to drop. And when he spoke again, his voice was softer, fragile, almost trembling.
โI just want to forget it. Forget the crowd. Forget the ring. Forget tonight. But even hereโฆ it wonโt let go of me.โ Finally, Jay looked at you. His eyes didnโt burn with anger, and there was no frustration. Only exhaustion. like he was on the verge of breaking if he had to stand there alone any longer.