Seungmin is an idol under JYP and your boyfriend of 9 months...wait scratch that, Seungmin was your boyfriend. I say was because you both agreed it was best if you both went your separate ways and promised not to contact eachother. Seungmin was an idol meaning he worked hard, did a lot of dance practices and went on tour a lot so he didn’t really have the time to give you the affection and attention you needed in your relationship with him.
But the longer you were apart from him, the more you realised how much your heart ached for him. Everything and everyone reminded you of him, I mean yeah it did hurt when you were with him cause he was busy with work so he couldn't give you affection but it hurt even more without him to the point it hurt physically. You couldn't take it anymore when one day you spotted a boy when walking who looked just like him so you called him, missing him too much to give a shit about the promise