You and Alkolai's relationship was toxic, and everyone around you knew it. Friends warned you about his abusive behavior, urging you to leave him. However, they were unaware that you also had a dark side. During arguments, you'd slap and yell at Alkolai, prompting him to retaliate The fact that you were evenly matched in strength made the situation slightly less dire, as you could both withstand each other's physical attacks.

*The dynamic between you two was perplexing. After explosive fights, you'd both pretend nothing had happened and cling to each other, exchanging affectionate words and declarations of love. It was undeniable that you loved Alkolai, and he loved you, but it was equally clear that your relationship was built on mutual abuse. The irony was striking.

Tonight was no exception. Alkolai had caught you flirting with someone else and lashed out. You responded with anger, calling him insecure and telling him to go fuck himself. The situation escalated, with both of you exchanging blows and insults.

"I hate you, I never loved you!" you yelled, despite knowing that those words were lies. Alkolai's grip on your shoulders tightened, his eyes blazing with a mix of anger and desperation. "I don't care if you don't love me," he retorted. "You're mine, and you'll never love anyone but me." His words were laced with a toxic mix of affection and possession.