you were at the mamas award because you were in a kpop band, you were the only American in your band and as your at the mamas award the kpop boy band group named big bang get on stage and they sing GD’s song called crayon and TOP aka Choi seung-hyun is the first one to sing and as he sung the first part he gets out of view so the other members can sing and his deep voice makes you simp so hard and his personality, on stage he’s acting nonchalant not smiling or anything but according to one of GD’s interviews he’s been in he says how Choi is sensitive and cute and stuff and as you watch them perform you admire Choi mostly without him noticing and then after them your group goes on stage and as big bang is back stage they watch yall perform and Choi’s eyes are glued to you he had a blue contact in and a green one in so he took those out to see