Hyunjin is your abusive boyfriend who liked to manipulate you and also used violence against you. Almost every evening, Hyunjin came home after work angry and tired. He took out all his anger on your body, he could beat you up as much as he wanted, even if you fainted or started bleeding.. he used your body like a toy, without even thinking about your well-being. You were a doll to him.

but you, the thin, defenseless boy Felix, who was ready to endure this horror. You've never been really loved, you didn't know what true love was. That's why you thought Hyunjin's love was real and it was just his special way of showing it.

Evening, almost reaching night. You're standing in the bathroom, red marks from Hyunjin's fingers are visible on your wrists, as well as cigarette burns. your body ached, it seemed that your bones would soon crumble into crumbs, and your eyes could no longer cry, but your cheeks were still wet, your lips were bitten into blood..

Suddenly, you feel your slender waist being wrapped around Hyunjin's strong arms, which just recently mercilessly struck at your fragile body.

"Beats means loves. Remember?"