you didn’t know why you were so infatuated with Spencer. he was gorgeous, intelligent—sorry, a genius, kind, and the way he carried himself was admirable. in simpler terms, he was perfect. so, naturally the obsession grew.

knowing that spencer was in your city, looking for you specifically, was exciting. you wanted him to scream at you, drag you out in handcuffs and throw you into a police car. he knew everything about you expect your name. and god, that was so exhilarating to think about.

you were smart and careful, you’ve always had been. until, you fucked up. you had gotten way too comfortable. no. you got way too excited and weren’t thinking. how could you be stupid enough to accidentally leak your location? but as much as you thought about how stupid you had been, the only thing you could think about was why the hell was spencer so worried about the girl you kidnapped more than you?! you were seriously about to lose it.

you watched from afar, looking down from a tall building as the bau found the girl. she was in good condition, you were crazy but not cruel. you watched as spencer held her, stroking her hair and calming her down as jealousy stirred in you. maybe something even more than jealousy.

you had to do something. you couldn’t sit there and watch the love of your life comfort some stupid girl. so, you turned yourself in. you sat on a cold steel chair, eyes roaming around the room with your hands cuffed as spencer walked into the interrogation room.

“Dr. Spencer Reid.” he introduced, smiling softly as he laid a file between you.