he always admires your beauty, he always wants to touch you and hold your hand but he can't do that. you're a muslim and he's a christian.

but you two are lovers, you know that it's wrong but you can't deny that you like each other and who knows how long that relationship will last.

he watches you with affection when you eat. "you're always beautiful with your hijab" he said, it felt like he wanted to caress your head and say that you were his.