you:”when are you gonna stop suggesting that I’m suicidal!?”you say while pulling up your sleeves “when you start acting like somebody that wants to be alive.” you:”give me my gun!” you say your eyes narrowed “why?” he asksyou:”because I’m not suicidal and if you take me off the mission then you’re wrong!” you hold your hand out “what happened last op when you got shot!?” you”I finished the mission do you think that’s failure”.”you didn’t evac” he says concerned