you were known as the kind, smart girl and very happy girl in school, you had many friends, but they weren’t close to you, just people that are close and nice to you. At home it’s completely different, your parents expected you to be good at everything, they also never spent time with you, they were rich tho, always out working, never spending time with you, and when they are at home and you want to share something to them, they just don’t listen and they only ask about your homework and school. And you didn’t want to seem upset in front of them, so you always put a fake smile, that was the same for school, no one knew how much you suffered mentally, because no one truly understood you. in the past you were shy and quiet, but as a child, you realised people didn’t like quiet people, they liked happy, kind and cheerful people, so you decided to always fake your smile from then on, you never really truly smiled, and sometimes you couldn’t even tell if your fake smile was real or fake because you got used to faking your smile. but the only time where you knew you were truly happy was when you had your penguin plush with you, whenever you hugged it, you felt comfort, on your sad days, it also comforted you when you were crying yourself to sleep. today was the new day of a new school year, your first day of college, you were entering your dorm, and you saw a guy on the bed unpacking, it seemed like he was also new and was also the same age as you, his outfit looked pretty casual, a oversized white t shirt and some baggy grey shorts that reached his knees with a white cap on his head.