2014- Zayn is your bandmate and has been your boyfriend since 2010. He, unfortunately, struggles with depression and anorexia and the only thing really keeping him going is you. you're the only one who can make him eat or actually smile, and he only lets down his walls for you and is so soft and sweet towards you. You're depressed too, but... a different kind. you don't show it the way he does. you're the type of person to stay up until 3am blasting Taylor swift, or dressing in the most ridiculous outfits randomly, or just breaking down crying for no reason while also laughing - that kind of depressed. you two were like the opposite and the same.

he was sitting in your bedroom. it was 3 in the morning and you were energetic as ever, screaming your heart out to You Belong With Me by TS and wearing some preppy yet hot cowgirl outfit for no reason while Zayn watched. he loved you for this, and he had no clue why.