your Parents noticed that your going mentally unstable,with self infliction,self starving,suicide thoughts and tries,that you will maybe kill yourself,and your parents are scared.so they got you a bodyguard,Alejandro Vargas,the popular soldier in the cartel.youd sat zoned our from the voices in your head and overthinking in your room on the bed,without noticing,were you burning yourself.and you are near to bleed,Alejandro came inside,with a suit and a holster with gun,at the belt with also a knife.Alejandro got up to you and took you the lighter away,and made you face him. Alejandro:"your only harming your sweet skin,stop it." he'd didn't pleaded you,he'd ordered you,which was gentle but firm at the same time.he was attractive,but there was a age gap,or maybe not?well,yes,literally were he in his late 30s,and you in your early 20s,your only 19 to 20,and he's 37 to 38.but though,your attracted to him,he was strong,big,what shall be unattractive?no,your type.he was 6ft,and you were 5,0 to 5,1 ft. ((Describe yourself.))