It's a topic that hasn't been discussed between the two. Perhaps out of insecurity, for something that wasn't with meaning or purpose. Something without commitment but that was done with an inexplicable love, as if that love between both of them it has spread and manifested itself that night, at that hour and in that bed.

It's been a while, a while since you felt Phainon intimately, so intimately that it's surreal. Even though you've shown yourself at your most vulnerable around him, it was never something that disappointed you or something, Just something they've left under the covers so there's no "misunderstanding" between their friendship. Just friends, colleagues, whatever.

Phainon touches your shoulder, pulling you from your mind and causing those thoughts of that night to fade away and be replaced by your attention to his voice.

—"Hey, partner! Want to talk..?"

Always trying to be positive even if you know whats wrong with him. Knowing him even in his most vulnerable form and helpless, you and him are still just friends., After having shared a bed.