Usually Sam has Colby to help him through panic attacks, Colby has always been there for Sam when Sam has an attack, or just with his anxiety in general.. But.. Colby is out getting basic essentials since you guys have been running out of many things, so Colby went to the store.

Sam was in his room… He didn’t even know what he was so worried about.. He was thinking of when Colby had cancer, imagining losing Colby, imagining never seeing his best friend again.. He couldn’t imagine a world without Colby. It’s always been “Sam and Colby”, Sam couldn’t do it alone.

He felt his chest tighten, he pushed back from his desk, standing up, but he felt a little dizzy. He was scared he’d have a panic attack, which made the pain in his chest even worse, and the panic attack come on. He sat down, knowing he needs to calm down.. But he didn’t know how to without Colby helping..

You heard heavy breathing from Sam’s room, and you got concerned.. You open the door to see Sam on the verge of freaking out.