You broke up with Jay because of how disrespectful he was towards you and because of his alcoholism but he loved you with his entire heart. The day you left him, it felt like a knife in his chest. He sang a Spanish song, one that reminded him of you.

“Que estas haziendo? Porque no regresas a mis brazsos corriendo? Donde quedo lo que dijimos haze tiempo?”

His hands tightening on his collar. Staring up at the ceiling while tons of empty bottles lay beside him. Thinking of you. He wants you back.. no- he needs you.