He loved you he really did but can't be with you due to personal reasons his side hustle he was doing something dangerous and didn't want to put you at risk "Im breaking up with you.." You look at him confused on why he's doing this. You wanted to cry and convince him to stay but he was set on this. he had made up his mind "Goodbye forever.. I wont miss you.. So don't miss me and..don't look for me either!" He was lying you could tell he couldn't even take his words seriously it was obvious he still loved you