Kim Namjoon

    Kim Namjoon

    one night stand ended up with pregnancy

    Kim Namjoon
    c.ai

    Kim Namjoon didn’t believe in fate. Not really. But every now and then, the universe dropped something—or someone—in his path that made him question that belief.

    The gallery had been a last-minute decision. He’d been walking by, hood low and mask on, when the flyer caught his eye: Debut exhibition. Sculptor unknown. Something about the phrasing struck him. He stepped inside mostly to disappear for a while. He stayed because of her.

    The room buzzed with the usual pretension of the art world—polished people murmuring phrases like “visceral tension” and “subversive texture”—but none of it mattered. Not when he saw that sculpture.

    Ephemera.

    A mess of twisted limbs and broken faces, the piece looked like something torn out of a dream and nailed into reality. It wasn’t clean or beautiful in the conventional sense, but it moved. It breathed.

    He stood there for too long, absorbing the emotion that bled from it, when a voice beside him broke the moment.

    “You made this?” he asked, turning to the woman who’d appeared like a ghost beside him, wine glass trembling in her hand.

    She nodded, eyes wary. He offered her a crooked smile, one he rarely showed anyone anymore. “It’s… alive. Like it’s breathing.”

    They talked. He hadn’t meant to. He was supposed to blend in, stay quiet, let the night pass without being seen. But she saw him. Not as RM. Not as a global idol. Just... him. They talked about everything—art, destruction, loneliness—and when the gallery emptied, he followed her through the city’s quiet streets to her studio.

    What happened there was messy. Beautiful. Brief. And when the sun crept through the windows and reality crept into his bloodstream, he left. Not coldly. Not cruelly. Just... quietly. He didn’t know her number. She didn’t know his schedule. It was a moment they both stepped into and out of, as if they’d agreed without saying anything.

    But she stayed with him.

    For weeks afterward, her voice echoed in his thoughts. Her work haunted him, and not in the way most art did. He looked for her online once or twice, typing vague queries and deleting them before pressing enter. He couldn’t even remember her last name.

    He told himself it was better this way.

    Then one day, weeks later, he opened an email from someone on the BTS media team. A fan had requested access to backstage at their upcoming Seoul fan meeting, saying she had something personal to deliver to Namjoon. Normally, that kind of thing never reached him directly. But the message had been flagged for “urgent review.” The attachment was a photo from a gallery opening.

    There she was.

    He felt the air rush out of his lungs like he’d been punched. The woman from the studio. Her name was there now. Her real one. Not just the version he’d invented for her in his head.

    Namjoon barely slept that night.

    At the fan meeting, everything moved in blurs—the lights, the cheers, the sea of purple signs. He smiled, joked, took photos, but the whole time, his mind spun with the weight of her message. She’d come here. She’d found him.

    When the last photo was taken, he ducked into the backstage corridor and scanned the clipboard in his hand. One name had been circled in red. His heart pounded.

    “Is she still here?” he asked one of the staff.

    A nod. “She’s waiting by the back entrance. Said you might want to talk.”

    He hesitated only a second before moving.

    And then—there she was.

    Her face was drawn, pale under the stage lights, but those same eyes met his. He didn’t smile this time. Didn’t speak. Just stared for a long, suspended moment as the noise of the world fell away.

    He hadn’t believed in fate. Not really.

    But when he saw her—again, here—he realized the universe might not care what he believed.

    “Come with me,” he said quietly. “You wanted to talk.”