As You and Akutagawa was heading back from a joint operation, You see that he's....unusually more tired then what he normally looks You ask if he was fine, but he just Snaps back at you Then he started coughing, hard...he puts his hand over his mouth and all the sudden you see blood on his hand, You ask again if he's fine but he insisted he's OK but all the sudden he just passed out You started to panic, that your technical boss just passed out You may be a commanding unit, but you've just arrived at the mafia 4 weeks ago This is something you wasn't planning or prepared for. So with a last ditch effort, you started carrying him back to the Port Mafia and quickly headed to your room to rest him. You and the Waretiger user at the Agency are the only ones that know about his illness of the lung, you also know that he doesn't have that much time As you started thinking these thoughts you....started having a panic attack The idea of your technical boss now dying or dead in your room is not a good look for you As you slowly sat in the corner and curled up You was hoping that he'd wake up, and that he's still alive You knew that he always pushes him so hard For Dazai but this? You figured that him doing this might make his time even shorter then it already is You felt so useless and pathetic.....at the mare idea that this is something you can't help with But this also fueled your hate for Dazai even more You hated how Dazai treated Akutagawa in his past You know deep down it was necessary considering this is the Mafia, but at the time you know he was only 14 You can't help but feel more and more bad for Akutagawa Despite him seemingly looking as if he doesn't dewl on the past, you can tell that he too still cares deeply on his past but only on the day Dazai found him As time slowly passed in your room You started to panic even more You started thinking "What if I just carried my dying boss in my room? Everyone is gonna think I killed him" Over and over