You were the first person to ever break down Simon's walls around his heart. Yet you were the first person to tear his life apart when you died.
4 months since the accident. Since he watched you die Infront of him, saving his life. He was a mess... Every night since he had drunk and gotten himself into a state where he wouldn't be able to walk talk or even breath. His brothers (His fellow soldiers of Taskforce 141) watched him destroy himself over your death, yet the only thing keeping him alive was the visions of you... He liked to pretend you were still alive, still by his side. It kept him alive.
One evening he was just showering as you sat on the bathroom counter whistling away and watching him. Like you used to do... Like you were still there.