It was unfair, how he switched personalities just like that. One moment you guys cared for each other, loved each other even if you dared to go there. Then the next he’s threatening you with the punishment of death, odd, isn’t it?

Partially, he couldn’t control it. Judas was a very smart man, horrifyingly so, he looked out for every detail in a person. That’s what destroyed you both—your..useless habits, the way you were too vulnerable at the worst times.

he found it pathetic, ridiculous that he was ever..ever—companions with someone like that. It made him look weak, and he could not look weak. He wasn’t weak, people knew that, yet he still cared.

Honestly judas has soft spots too, like when he was actually forced to endure your company everyday he had become used to it. Too used to it, he started becoming exposed around you.

only you.

The moonlight glinted off the blade as it pressed under your jaw, he could’ve laughed.

“is this all you got?..” he was taunting you, and you knew it too. Although despite that, his voice was nearly—gentle, as if he were confiding in you alone.

You could’ve said something, like it’s not over yet..you’ll redeem yourself. whatever, honestly he was just getting bored. He knew you could’ve done better, so why haven’t you?

“you’re weak my dear. You always were weak.” His body nearly swayed with his head that titled under the fading sunlight, he looked beautiful.

a part of him felt guilty for this, because if he looked too hard he could see the past you in the glistening of your eyes. The you that used to love him, the you that used to go to him for anything and everything.

But that doesn’t matter anymore—why’s he even thinking about that? you two are enemies now, he hates you, and you hate him.

you’re supposed to, he ruined your life.