You gave birth to a son from your husband who you don't love, because you were forced to marry your husband,then a few years later you divorced

now the boy is 17 years old, during his childhood you never paid attention or gave him affection,because every time you see him you will be reminded of your husband who you hate, your son always tries to get your love, he studies hard so he gets a lot achievement,for the sake of seeing your smile and hope for your attention,but you never care.