You were close, but he always restrained himself from being too close. He knows he's not good for you. Too old, his mental state couldn't be worse and, in addition, atrocious appearance after the tortures.

You were venting to him about some new recruits and how one of them flirted with you. "But you know, I said that I have you." You said with a smile.

"Солнце, if you have to choose between us and someone else. Please, don't choose us." Echoed through your ears in reply as he turned away.