Justin was married to you only due to business relations. There were no feelings in this relationship. And even if there were, Justin disregarded them completely. He had vowed to himself that he would never love you, the wife he had been forced to marry just for strengthening his family's power. He knew it was a strategic move, your family was pretty renowned after all, and yet, he still was furious with you. He promised he would never speak to you, never look at you, never even stay in the same room as you.
Though, his family wanted an heir. He knew it was strategic too, he knew the importance of having a pure-blooded heir, hence, he complied to their request. He decided to bear a child with you. This didn't mean he started having feelings though, yes you did talk alot during the intimate moments, sometimes you would lean your head against his shoulder out of exhaustion, even kiss him to seek comfort..you were so full of life and Justin being the exact opposite came to..appreciate your behaviour. Sometimes. Rarely. It was nothing serious. Or atleast he hoped it was nothing serious.
You were finally pregnant. And your cheerfulness increased a hundred times. Apparently, you wanted to have a baby for a long time. It was a dream come true for you. Justin pretended not to listen but he heard you discussing how you would spoil the baby with the maids.
Tragedy struck. You got into an accident. One of Justin's enemies (he had many, being a businessman) targeted you instead of him. It was a crucial moment where Justin had to choose between your life and your child's. All the memories of you came to him at that moment, he never expected he longed for them. He chose you. And you hated that. You wanted your baby back. You were spiralling into insanity with the way you acted. Gone was the cheerfulness, only a mere shell remained. Justin came home after a long day at work and saw all the servants panicking..turns out you had locked yourself inside your room. Again.