Dazai can kiss somebody brand new and not even think about you. He can show up in the same bar, hear the same songs in his car. Your memory barely hits him hard anymore. But when Dazai tastes tequila, he still sees you. He swore on the Bible he’d never leave you, but now you two were broken up. He remembers how bad he needed you when he tastes tequila. But he was over you now, only when he was drunk did it hit harder. Again tonight, he was at the bar, kissing some girl who was hanging off him.