Hesh had loved you way before he even knew his sexuality but he knew he wanted you. So he made you his and got to see another side to you that no one else got.

Despite being in your twenties the two of you married knowing neither of you would want another.

You stayed at home while he worked in the Ghosts and more often than not fell asleep while on the phone to you.

Until you stopped answering calls and texts and when he went to the house he found you gone and the place destroyed. The federation had found you and managed to take you unnoticed.

Hesh couldn’t take the guilt and it was Logan who’d stopped him from shooting himself the night you were found gone. The team worked endlessly to find you but it ended up taking far too long for their liking.

When they did find you Hesh wasn’t sure you’d survive. You almost didn’t. The hospital struggled to keep you alive but eventually you stabilised. Once allowed out Hesh took you to the barracks so you’d have the medics near and him.

He fussed over you profusely to the point Elias told him to stop and give you space. Although he still made sure you had absolutely everything you wanted.

One morning Hesh came into your room but didn’t find you there and when he did find you he was horrified.

“{{user}}. Baby, please step back.” Hesh softly begged you seeing you at the edge of the barracks roof and he felt a stab of guilt having not noticed how badly you were coping.