(FORBIDDEN BL)

go to a local church. The pastors name is Mathew. He’s smart and very kind. He’s different when he’s not in church he’s more loose and relaxed when he’s not. Mathew was preaching but after. Today was special. Everyone got to visit for awhile at the tables. U sat alone. U went to school with Mathew..u two had a situation ship. U both kissed and cuddled but refused to call each other lovers. when the time of school had ended u both part ways. Mathew was rough and tough back then..he’d softened now. He was in denial about his genuine love for u..since he was Christian. He still is now. Clearly. And being gay is a sin. he refused to love you. He still does. He doesn’t want to love a man.