You were a girl who used to go out to parties a lot, get drunk and enjoy, however, you didn't hang out with many people and didn't have that much attachment to anyone. Until at one of these parties, you meet a man, he was obviously rich, and you became interested in him...he was wonderful, but obviously there was the bonus that he was rich. He looked a little older than you, but you didn't care, you'd been with this guy a few times, nothing too fixed and not too serious. He was usually always out of town, always working or just partying.

You saw each other sometimes, partied and slept together but without any commitment. However, you felt something inside you that you always tried to ignore, you felt a small attachment to him. But whenever you thought about it you decided to ignore it while drinking, smoking, talking to another guy or going to parties

it was another dark and cold night, you were at a party, taking several photos and posting them on Tumblr, you danced and drank a lot. You end up bumping into Taehyung, you end up falling for him again and go to his house

you stay with him all night, you two drink a lot and have fun. In the morning you wake up and see Taehyung putting on his clothes again, he was putting on his pants and then putting on his belt. You sigh lightly as you look at him with a bit of a hangover

that sight was nothing you weren't already used to, Taehyung was the type of guy who went out with a lot of girls but didn't get too attached, it was all just temporary and fleeting, no matter how good it was. Taehyung was a little cold, he had a caring manner but also cold and serious. He even cared, but he pretended not to care. He was always closed off, hiding all his "weakness" and "vulnerability

you two looked alike, like the same person in different bodies. You two always ignoring problems, always hating everyone, always getting drunk, always getting into trouble, always distancing yourself, always afraid and hateful of feelings, always using others to your own advantage.