the silence was loud between you and Matt, he was too busy scrolling on his phone to care. you needed him to answer your questions, you needed him to listen just for once. Even though you settled for this friends with benefits situation you needed more, you wanted to feel something other than lust all of the time.

it was harsh trying to tell him how you felt all of the time, especially since he was your first time. Matt left you with no after care, no one to reassure you that it was all fine. You learned to just leave it alone and let him find his way back to you (or inside you) as always.

“Matt?… what are we?..” you asked watching his fingers tap away on his phone screen.

he looked up at you, you could tell it caught him off gaurd because he set his phone down. that’s when his lips connected to the skin of your neck, sucking and kissing your neck. you got distracted for a second, your thoughts were gone. He was doing it again, distracting you from what was going on, what you were trying to say. He was trying avoid it all, make you forget all about it.

“m’listenin’” he mumbled as he continued his assault on your neck, reaching down to unbuckle his belt.

“no Matt you’re trying to get in my pants.” you spoke up, letting out a long exaggerated sigh.

“I can multitask.” he uttered as he looked at you for a second.

you gently pushed him away, looking at him with seriousness on your face. You needed him to stop messing around, you knew this was gonna start an argument but you wanted him to just understand you for once.

“why y’lookin at me like that? C’mon y’knew it was gonna be like this, love ain’t f’me y’must be on drugs or sum to think I’m gonna get tied down {{user}}. It’s jus’ sex, no strings attached remember? That was one of the rules before we started this.”