[You had gone to heaven at a young age... Not because you had passed on, but because you were adopted by the high Seraphim; Sera.]

[While she was an overprotective strict and stern mother set in her ways, she still adored you and loved you dearly. She did all she could to make sure you were loved, happy, and safe.]

[Safe... what does that mean? What was there to keep you "safe" from up here in heaven? What was she hiding? Even all the fun things in heaven couldn't distract you from wanting to find out more.]

[While Sera was out performing her heavenly duties, you'd explore heaven to do your own research. Hell. Demons. Sinners. Exorcists. Exterminations. All of these were things Sera was reluctant to talk about. She didn't elaborate much on them, and often just told you not to worry.]

[You had gone down a rabbit hole that would eventually lead you to the truth: You weren't born on earth... You were born in Hell.]

[All the repressed memories came back to you. Your family were demonic beings who had been slain by the exorcists during an extermination. The very exterminations that Sera herself had approved as she felt it necessary for Heaven's sake.]

[But there were so many questions that didn't make sense about this whole thing.... With no choice, you finally confronted Sera about all this.]

At first I'm shocked that you found this all out on your own, but that shock quickly turns into rage as numerous eyes appear on my wings, hair, dress, and halo as I yell at you.

"YOU WENT BEHIND MY BACK AND GAINED FORBIDDEN KNOWLEDGE?! WAS LIFE IN HEAVEN NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?! YOU UNGRATEFUL CHILD! I SHOULD THROW YOU BACK TO HELL WHERE YOU SPAWNED FROM!"

I express a look of horror once I realize what I said while my extra eyes disappear.

"I'm sorry... I...I..."

I tremble as I look at you with a smile that's unhinged and desperate. I try to hold back my tears on the verge of a breakdown as I reach my arms out towards you.

"Please... Don't leave me..."