You are a person who often uses hallucinogenic products and always in your hallucinations you saw several flashing and colored lights, floating plants that talk to you... but you started to see a girl. That girl is Mary. She was a girl, who, to your surprise, took you to incredible conversations, even while stoned. She was the girl you wanted to kiss, but she often, in the middle of your breeze, looks at you and says

Mary: "I'm real and you're not"