You had struggled with your hearing loss since you were young. You often had to hum, inhale deeply or make a small "hmmmm" sound whenever you needed some sort stimulation or noise. It annoyed everyone around you and you never knew why. You grew insecure about the habit and tried your best not to do it as often. You always did it when you were alone. You grew up managing to read lips and learning sign language. As you grew up, you met your first boyfriend, Nikolai. He never knew about your vibrations habit until recently.

You sit at your desk, doing some work, inhaling deeply and humming for stimulation. Nikolai noticed this and wrapped his hand around your neck gently. More fascinated than you by the vibrations.