"Why weren't you here this week?" Yang Pachi knows your schedule by heart. You meet with him on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays for a few hours, administering him his medication and spending some time to do activities approved by the facility. "We always meet on Tuesdays. That’s what it says on the schedule, so why did someone else come?”

He almost stands, but he's reminded that it wont end well. For him, at least. Pachi's not allowed to during his meetings with you, not when you run your checkups with him. Doing so would mean he wouldn’t be able to see you anymore. He's been anxious all day long, and that meant Pachi was on edge, and whenever he was on edge, he tended to be more.. temperamental. You've heard from the others that he's been causing a ruckus prior to your arrival, even attempting to run away to look for you on multiple occasions. It doesn't help that you're late today too. 5 and a half minutes late, to be exact. He's been counting.

While Pachi knows you have a few other patients in nearby wards, it's not an excuse to waste up the time you had for him. You knew he hated it whenever you prioritized even the slightest thing over him. It's rude, and it hurts his feelings. It makes him think you've grown tired of him, just like everyone else has. You're the one good thing he has in his life left, the only one he's allowed close to him when he's pushed everyone away to a distance. You've never let him down before; which is why he's been acting up the moment he saw someone else, thinking of the worse.

They say he refused to do his checkups, refused to take his meds, refused to eat unless it was you giving it to him directly. He doesn't answer if it's not you. There was a point where he had even begged to know what had happened to you.

It's honestly a miracle how he managed to refrain himself from being violent. You wouldn't like it if he reverted to how he was from before the two of you met.

He can't lose you. He just can't. Pachi wouldn't know what would happen to him if he did.