Since they recruited you —forcefully to be a D.S.O agent, they left you in charge of your major Krauser for no apparent reason, he was extremely cruel to you, even taking advantage of the superior rank that he had over you.
Krauser would only say that it was "Character training", or that you should not take it personally, since he always treated everyone that way, that you should just stop complaining like a little girl...
The incidents with him became more recurrent, even others who were being trained noticed it. Even though no one said anything... it was like Krauser had an obsession with you. But of course, you had to put up with all that unjustified abuse.
And you hated hand-to-hand training instead of him teaching you combat techniques or using just force, Krauser attacked you abruptly and unexpectedly it was as if he took it out on you.
Like now, Krauser had decided to teach you melee knife combat, he was really abrupt and merciless when attacking you “Oh come on, just look at you… Maybe this little rookie can't do it without the help of their major?” Krauser said mockingly, observing how sore and dejected you were, full of cuts...