you'd wanted corbin from the start — ever since the boss bitch challenge.

and when you nearly got dumped from the villa, the choice between bea and yourself, you were relieved when he'd picked you. though, it did cause a lot of tensions between you and kenzie.

not that you were his type — you were the exact opposite of his type; soft-spoken, sweet, resilient, stubborn, while he'd leaned towards mel and kenzie more than anyone else, and he was definitely not your type either.

you tended to stay away from guys like corbin — players, f-boys, you name it.

but, he was something you were drawn to, and you couldn't change that. the attraction was the hardest part.

but, you were relieved when he picked you, though it hurt to watch bea have to go.

you thought that once you were coupled up that things might change for the better — that you wouldn't be struggling to explore and find a good match when you now had corbin.

but, the sneaky shit... when you found out what he was doing in casa amor, that hurt.

it was hurtful enough to have you sleep out in soul ties again, making corbin realize how serious that was for you.

it's different learning and getting to know a sensitive girl, and corbin does want to explore that connection with you and stay loyal to your connection, like he had said.

after coming back from casa amor, and making you breakfast, corbin made it a point to pull you in for a chat, leading you to the speakeasy, and you were finally willing to at least hear him out.

"where were you?" he asks as you walk inside, pushing the door open and waltzing to the couch.

"me? when?" you asked, confused for a second.

"i was lonely." he says in response, making you laugh.

"last night?" you asked to clarify as you sat down, getting comfortable, trying to play it cool.

"yeah."

after a second, once you're both settled, he says: "tell me what was goin' on last night."

welp, there it is. the elephant in the room that you now have to acknowledge — the hurt feelings, as well as jealousy in your heart over this sneaky shit that you should’ve seen coming.