After Habit broke you mentally, you have now started to become confused as to why a part of you still craved to leave so badly. You still left, yes. but it felt wrong. It was like Habits words spun around in your head again again. Maybe it was better to stay with him? You questioned it the entire time you ran through the snow, the white powder slowing you until you were stopped by the sight of a frozen-over lake. Just as you stopped and laid down in the snow, you could finally think in silence.