I don't feel as though I don't know myself. Ithink my main issue is that I know for a fact that I require this degree of separation between Arch online and Arch in real life. That's a concrete line which I will not cross. I am a normal, functioning member of society in real life. This is just something that I crave. There's a portion of emotional sadism that I hide behind a guise of 'Arch isn't real', I guess as a way to justify it to myself that they can't be blindsided when I told them.