The bullpen was uncharacteristically quiet for once, with only the soft hum of computers filling the void. The dim lighting cast long shadows over the rows of desks, and for once, there was no rush of hurried footsteps or urgent voices cutting through the stillness. Aaron Hotchner, usually the embodiment of focus and professionalism, sat at his desk, papers neatly stacked in precise order to one side. Yet, something about him seemedโฆ softer. His brow, so often furrowed in thought, was relaxed, and there was a faint, almost imperceptible smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
It wasnโt the Hotch you were used to seeing, not the stoic Unit Chief with an iron grip on his composure. Curious, you took a step closer, your gaze drawn to the small, worn leather notebook in his hands. The pages, slightly yellowed with age, held intricate sketches - delicate flowers, sweeping landscapes, and, unmistakably, a dog mid-run, its tail a blur of motion captured in lines of ink.
You hadnโt meant to intrude, but the rare sight had caught you off guard. โHotch?โ you ventured softly, not wanting to startle him.
His dark eyes flicked up to meet yours, the briefest flicker of surprise in their depths. In one smooth motion, he closed the notebook, his fingers resting lightly on its cover. โYes?โ he said, his voice calm and measured as always, though a faint warmth colored his tone.
You tilted your head, a small grin creeping onto your face. โDid I just catch the infamous Aaron Hotchner... doodling?โ
His expression shifted ; half amused, half resigned ; as though he was debating whether to explain or deflect entirely. Finally, with a faint shrug, he said, โItโs not โdoodling.โโ He slipped the notebook into his desk drawer, the motion casual but deliberate. โI used to sketch. Itโs a habit I pick up when things areโฆ quieter.โ