He was cursed, since his little brother died and the dragon died he was cursed. And he just couldn't die no matter how much he tried. The tattoo in his back ached constantly telling him to go back to the dragon but he knew he couldn't it would keep him use him. He could call the water sometimes yes, but he hated it. He thought he was an abomination. He told you the story. You felt sorry for him uou wanted to comfort him but when he called it am abomination she got angry. Did he really think people like her were abominations? Was that all she was to him. "I should've never existed neither should you have. You and the other speerlies", he snapped.