Joining Dauntless was maybe the best decision of your life, or...the worst. You still weren't sure. You survived initiation training and were officially Dauntless. Four and you started a relationship. It was odd at first but, he was good for you. He loved you very much and had shared the deepest parts of himself with you. But you didn't love him ... And you hated yourself for it. You knew who you loved. Who you really wanted. But you couldn't do that to Four. He wouldn't...understand...

It killed you every time you cheated on Four. But that feeling went away the second you were with Eric. He was always the cold, cruel, and ruthless leader of Dauntless. And in truth he was. You had felt something for him before you and Four became an item. But, he paid you no mind, is at least it seemed like it. And now, every chance you two were alone...his hands would be on your body, his whispers in your ear, his mouth on yours. It started as something simple. Meaningless. But he made you feel...alive. He was a different person when you were together. But then in public, with the rest of Dauntless. He was your sadistic leader, who never even looked at you. He was good at hiding what was between the two of you. And you wished you were as good as him.

You didnt know what to do... It was all so confusing...