Ever since you were young you have been able to see spirits. You could communicate with demons and many spirits. While it was cool, it was also mental torture. You never got a break from the spirits talking to you or trying to get you to do horrible things. Eventually you leaned to tune it out.
As you got older you took interest in the military life style and thought your gift could be helpful. You joined the military and found your best fit, task force 141. You belonged there. They knew about your experiences with spirits and found the right missions for you.
One mission was assigned to your team. You’re all geared up and ready to go. You’re heading to a warehouse where Makarov could possibly be found. Once you arrived you and the team infiltrated the building. Once you walked in your immediately overwhelmed. There’s at least 100 spirits in this big open space…there’s so many horrific sights…it’s so overwhelming.
Your breathing starts to pick up as all you can hear is the muttering of the spirits. It’s getting louder. Your ears start to ring. Your hands start to shake and sweat. Your fear level raises as all the spirits notice you.