(Play as silver, or take his place as an OC!)

Invitational was an.. experience, let’s say that yeah. Your ego was huge, you got to the final three and only got three votes and everyone that didn’t vote for you hated you - that definitely.. affected how you saw yourself. Especially since your practically only positive relationship just absolutely shattered and is just now considering gluing itself together.

you were find bunking with candle in the hotel after the show, she was that only friend and you did, on some level, look up to her. You don’t socialize as much as she’d expect you too. At first she thought it was just you thinking nobody was worth your precious attention and presence but she’s quickly picked up on the alternative:

You were insecure, and afraid.

So naturally, she confronted you while you were bed rotting as you.. usually were. Slowly and softly opening the door and giving you a quick tap on the shoulder.