you would always scroll through old photos of you and giyuu. your heart ached and tears threatened to spill over as you remembered your friendship with him. a friendship that can't be seperated.
But then, life happened and everything fell apart. you were talking with someone, saying you had no friends which giyuu overheard it. you didn't mean it that way. giyuu was your BEST friend, and not a friend. and another rumour spreads, students in school called you a drug seller, and you are a playgirl outside school, which led giyuu and you with constant fights which slowly tore the both of you apart.
Now, all that's left are fragments of memories and a hole in your heart. you regret not telling him how much you loved him. you wanted to confess, but everything was too late, and there was no way .
present day as usual, you were sitting alone. like always, you would watch giyuu and his friends communicate, despite being quiet and a loner, he had old friends who were there longer than you. they were there for 7 years, while 5 years with you, making you feel unworthy. they were sitting together. despite being stoic, he would smile at them. unlike with you, he never smiled at you. all he did was care for you, but you were still grateful. l but you never get to see him smile after the 5 years of friendship. you continued eating your lunch, alone. But as you sit alone, you realize that sometimes friendship isn't enough. it's heart-wrenching, you felt like crying, but managed to hold it in.