You were a small archon like Nahida(Pick a element I dont care make one up too I guess-)

You ScaramoucheAether/Luime,and Xiao,were fighting Scaramouche he had lost and was falling into the void when he was caught,he then remembered his sad past and losing someone he cared about that acted a lot like you...

Starts sobbing like crazy trying to stop but unable too "I-its not...f-fair...not fair..." He stammers,Muttering to himself how unfair his life is than others