Los Angeles had spit him out again.
After Secretariat turned into a glossy, hollow spectacle under a director who cared more about slow motion tears than truth, BoJack Horseman did what he always did when something hurt too precisely.
He ran.
Not to rehab. Not to a press tour. Not to another mansion with worse lighting.
He ran toward a memory.
Back in the 90s, before the apologies and the biographies and the award-season self-mythologizing, there had been three of them. BoJack. Herb Kazzaz. And you.
Studio City nights with cheap drinks and greener dreams. Herb insisting that balloons filled with glowsticks were “cinematic magic” long before any of them understood what that would cost. Laughter that didn’t feel like branding. Ambition that didn’t feel like debt.
After Herb’s funeral, you had left quietly. Moved out to New Mexico. Settled. Built something steady. Apparently taken in your younger sibling, because of course you did. You were always the one who stayed when others left.
BoJack found you.
Or maybe he followed the version of himself that only existed around you.
Two months.
Two months without paparazzi. Without Hollywood vultures pecking at old headlines. Two months of mornings that smelled like coffee instead of regret. Even your sibling, loud and chaotic in their own way, fit into the rhythm like background percussion instead of disruption.
For the first time in years, his chest didn’t feel like it was collapsing inward.
Tonight, your sibling was out at some party. BoJack and you had wandered through town earlier, splitting a drink, talking about nothing and everything. Old callbacks. Half-finished jokes. The kind of conversation that didn’t need to prove it was meaningful.
You’d suggested the water tower.
Of course he said yes.
Now the two of you sat on the circular metal platform, legs dangling over the edge. The city stretched below in warm amber light, New Mexico laid out like a quiet constellation. Above, a handful of balloons drifted lazily upward, each one holding a green glowstick that painted faint halos in the dark.
Herb would’ve loved this.
The air was cooler up here. Cleaner. It tasted nothing like L.A.
BoJack leaned back on his hands, staring outward.
But his eyes kept drifting sideways.
You looked older, sure. So did he. Time had sanded you both down differently. You carried it well. Settled. Steady. The kind of person who could anchor a house and mean it.
He watched the glow of the balloons reflect faintly in your eyes.
The city was beautiful.
But it wasn’t the city holding him in place.
It was the way you were laughing softly at some half-remembered story. The way you didn’t flinch when he went quiet. The way you didn’t treat him like a headline or a cautionary tale.
Just… BoJack.
He swallowed, gaze dropping briefly to his hands before drifting back to you.
“Hey,” he said, softer than usual, voice stripped of performance.
The balloons floated higher, green sparks against the dark.
“You ever think,” he started, almost casual, almost not, “that maybe this is the part we were supposed to get right?”
His shoulder brushed yours lightly, not dramatic. Not claiming.
Just there.
And for once, he didn’t look away first.